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Saturday, June 19, 2004
if you're feeling sinister, go up and see a minister
just a thought, i started treasure island today, and i can only think of that silly little boy with the girls voice and gonzo. it's going to be an interesting read...
Posted at 09:49 pm by starburn
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Thursday, June 17, 2004
we go way back to the scene of the crime
Sometimes in our lives, we all have pain, we all have sorrow.
But if we are wise, we know that there's always tomorrow.
Lean on me, when you're not strong and I'll be your friend.
I'll help you carry on, for it won't be long 'til I'm gonna need somebody to lean on.
Please swallow your pride, if have things you need to borrow.
For no one can fill those needs that you won't let show.
You just call on me brother when you need a hand.
We all need somebody to lean on.
I just might have a problem that you'll understand.
We all need somebody to lean on.
Lean on me when you't not strong, and I'll be your friend.
I'll help you carry on, for it won't be long 'til I'm gonna' need somebody to lean on.
You just call on me brother if you need a friend.
We all need somebody to lean on.
I just might have a problem that you'll understand.
We all need somebody to lean on.
If there is a load you have to bear that you can't carry.
I'm right up the road, I'll share your load if you just call me.
Call me ( if you need a friend)
Call me
Posted at 06:47 pm by starburn
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Tuesday, June 15, 2004
yeah well there are somethings you can't fake
it's kind of sad, but i've decided to keep up both my blogdrive site and my live journal, at least till that becomes too cumbersome.
work has been taking up a ton of my time, and to be honest, that's probably what's best for me. it keeps me thinking about things that are totally inconsequential, like selling magazines, which i hate, or whether or not i have to set an alarm.
only eighty days, just a fragment of my life left here, i'll only be able to say 7 more times that the days till i go back to school end in a 0. that is alarmingly reasuring.
right now i'm not feeling all that great, just kind of lonely, and bored, and a little sad that i haven't talked to anyone from the great up north today at all. and i was hoping for a phone call too... oh well, there's always tomorrow, and there's plenty to keep me busy here. ok, i think it's bedtime. sweet sweet dreams.
Posted at 12:10 am by starburn
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Saturday, June 12, 2004
oh i'm a wreck i really can't explain it but i
today is shaping up to be a wonderful day. i've gone to the library, and barnes andnoble, so i have sufficent means to hide from the real world for the next week or so, me my mom and my sister all hung out all day, and giggled and had fun. and now i'm supposed to be getting ready to go to the olive garden. all in all, a wonderful davinaday. i hope this good feeling lasts... it's getting a little easier here, so it might.
Posted at 02:59 pm by starburn
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Tuesday, June 08, 2004
and every day's been holiday, since you became my sunshine
just a quick thought, i had to go to the doctor today, and she said something very interesting, she told me that she thinks everyone needs passion in their life...
what's yours?
i know what mine are, books, the wonderful people i love, sometimes music, but mostly the lyrics, other things too, i'm not sure what though, i'll get back to you.
another thing that's been rolling around in my mind, how much am i willing to risk for things? if something is important, am i willing to risk future unhappiness, how much of myself am i willing to put out, and possibly get rejected? i don't really know answers, just sending it out into the void
so goodnight dear void.
Posted at 11:55 pm by starburn
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Saturday, June 05, 2004
we can get the hell out of this town, find some conversation
a thought before i go to bed
something i really like, is when books have a note about the type of font they used, it shows, at least to me, an attention to detail which is perhaps borderline obsessive, but still pretty cool
alright,
sweet dreams
Posted at 01:23 am by starburn
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Friday, June 04, 2004
things my father likes to freak out about
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laundry, it has to be done right away, and on the right cycle, with the right amount of detergent (let's not mention the fact that he has ruined enough of my mom's clothes for her to ask him not to do it anymore.)
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dishes, even the slightest mess, even if you're still eating and plan on cleaning afterwards
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not using a napkin
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touching his stuff
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not wiping off the table
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leaving any of my possessions out in common areas, (while he sets up his office in the living room, or on the kitchen table)
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being lazy (even though he spends a good deal of his time in front of the tv, playing xbox, or on his computer
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interupting him to tell him something, or waiting for an oportune moment to tell him something
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acting sensitive when he annoys the hell out of you
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staying up too late
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being on the computer too much (even though he's pretty much attached to his)
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asking to change the volume, or chanel on either the tv or the radio
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elbows on the table, burping, talking with mouths full (of course that's only because i'm a girl, he is allowed to do much more disgusting things, no problem)
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saying jesus christ, but god damnit, fuck shit, etc. are ok so long as they're coming out of his mouth
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and basically anything that inconveniences him, father, the great and mighty
needless to say i'm a little annoyed today
he's a good guy, we just butt heads a lot
Posted at 01:28 pm by starburn
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Wednesday, June 02, 2004
when i hate it, i know i can feel
so i was reading the news, something i rarely do, but i thought this was noteworthy. i highlighted the important parts...
A stunned Japan was searching for answers on Wednesday after an 11-year-old schoolgirl killed a classmate by slashing her throat, the latest in a string of violent crimes by children.
Japan, which had long prided itself on being relatively crime-free, has in recent years been confronted by an increasing number of gruesome youth crimes that have prompted it to lower the age of criminal responsibility.
Teachers and friends said the 11-year-old had shown no sign of trouble and described her as just like any other girl, adding to the shock.
"It is difficult to imagine how such a very serious incident could come from such an ordinary girl from an ordinary family," said the head of a child welfare center that took custody of the girl.
Twelve-year-old Satomi Mitarai died from loss of blood after she was attacked by the classmate, said to be her friend, with a knife during the lunch break on Tuesday at their primary school in Sasebo, 980 km (610 miles) west of Tokyo.
There was no obvious motive for the attack, but Japanese media said the 11-year-old told police that she had been upset at Satomi for posting a message about her on a Web site and that she had intended to kill Satomi over it.
The Yomiuri Shimbun daily reflected the general bewilderment, asking in an editorial, "What sort of connection did these two have? What set it off? Nothing is known."
Police said the 11-year-old had called Satomi to a study room where she attacked her and then returned to the classroom with her clothes bloodstained.
Child welfare workers said the girl repeatedly apologized for the crime, covering her face with her hands as she wept, according to media reports. (seems pretty anime to me, at least the after affects, maybe she was... possessed or something?)
The victim's widowed father, who lived alone with her and her older brother, said he was in shock.
"That my daughter could no longer be with me is unbelievable. But the unbelievable has happened," Kyoji Mitarai, the local bureau chief of the Mainichi Shimbun newspaper, told reporters.
"She was like air to me," he said.
RISING CRIME, TIGHTER LAWS
The killing appeared especially shocking because of the age of the children involved and the fact that both were girls.
Officials said the girl in Tuesday's incident would appear before a family court, which could send her to a special reformatory for children.
Children under 14 cannot be prosecuted.
In 1997, a 14-year-old schoolboy horrified the nation by murdering two children and leaving the severed head of one of them outside the gates of a school in Kobe, western Japan.
That crime prompted calls for harsher penalties against juveniles, and a law was enacted in 2001 lowering the age of criminal responsibility from 16 to 14.
The number of serious crimes by juveniles has continued to rise, however, with the ages of offenders falling.
Last year, a 12-year-old boy in the city of Nagasaki, which is near Sasebo, confessed to abducting and murdering a four-year-old by pushing him off the roof of a garage.
According to police figures, the number of minors aged 14 to 19 who committed serious crimes such as murder and robbery rose 11.4 percent to 2,212 in 2003, while the number of offenders under 14 rose 47.2 percent to 212, topping the 200 level for the first time in 16 years.
There have been eight cases where primary school children have committed or attempted murder in the last 15 years.
Police have drawn up new guidelines on fighting juvenile crime, but editorials on Wednesday said more fundamental measures may be needed.
"We must make children understand even more the basic importance of life," the Yomiuri said.
all this from the land of anime? what is the world coming to?
Posted at 07:25 pm by starburn
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i'll try my luck with you
Posted at 05:53 pm by starburn
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Monday, May 31, 2004
i'll take care of you, oh, have faith that when you call my name i'll be there
been doing a lot of thinking...
i can't wait for this summer to be over, so i can start my life again. i hate being on pause. oh well, my movie can start again in just 95 days or so. and it's going to be one of the only sequels ever that were better than the first. i mean, name two movies where the sequel was any good.... go for it, i'd love to hear your answer.
anyway, hopefully this week won't be as boring as it promises to be, but really, who cares, boring isn't necessarily bad. i'll read, and write, and listen to music, and draw, and tons of other stuff, you'll see.
later gater
Posted at 07:23 pm by starburn
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