oh man, these past couple  of days have done a number on me
i haven't slept properly in days
i'm worried about about a million things,
i've been working all the time
i'm wishing i didn't have responsibilities
i have to work for ten hours
i miss boston and nu more than i thought i could
i miss my friends, a ton
and now on top of it all, right around when i would have been going to pa to see my friends, i have to go to see my relatives in, you guessed it, pa, unfortunately it'll be a different part of the state, the pocanos, and only for a weekend, and during that weekend i'll be spending 20 hours in the car, and the rest of the time with people who only pretend to care about me, and really think i'm going to hell.